I'm doing what I need to do and he's trying to make me feel like crap about it
I had hit a breaking point at work one day. I was so frustrated and pissed, I wanted to go for the day. My Mom (we have a family business) told me she didn't care either way. The next day she said that she spoke with my Granny and that they wanted me to clean their house, their current cleaner has plenty of people to work for so it wouldn't be a huge loss for her. I agreed, every other Monday while Granny went to bowling for the same price they paid the other lady, it's more than what I make in a day at my day job.
Then a few weeks back a friend of my Moms mentioned he would be needing a set up helper for parties, my first party was the weekend. I have this coming weekend and the following scheduled with him. I'm making the same hourly pay as my current job, then after next weekend my pay will go up.
I'm excited and bummed at the same time. I'm going from one job to the other without more than the commute as a break. I'm getting bills paid on time. I'm missing a few hours or even an entire day with my DD. My biomom gets to spend time with DD more since she's the only one I can rely on to watch her overnight and extended periods of time.
So to the point. I get home after the first portion of the first setup of this weekend (it was a 3 part Jewish party), spent all of 30 minutes at the setup, and he was all pissy. Why!? I've been talking about finding an extra job forever! With his background and his current job he can't get a second job. We've talked about this. The newest job is only on the weekends and I'd be home by 11pm at the latest. He just irritates me with this, like I'm suppose to feel like a shitty Mother and partner because I'm trying to get my head above water, get off assistance and for once not feel bad that I bought name brand tampons and pads! Not to mention getting out of this damn hell-hole that we've been calling home for the last 2 years.
Ugh. I'm done now... lol