I'm going to have to quit my job. Tried contacting daycare and no reply back. I'm suppose to start sometime after the 7th. I get assistance with daycare and it's a long process. I'm positive that it will not get done by Tuesday bc i have to contact many centers then i have to mail in forms then i have to wait for mail back and a phone interview then interview with center. Another reason i have to quit is bc i use cds for ds. More specifically i use prefolds and it can be a hassle. If i had the money for other types of cds it be no problem but that's another story. Oh and also I ebf so ds has no idea how to use a bottle and same goes for pacifiers. So I'm pretty sure i will get non-stop calls from daycare bc he is crying. I feel horrible having to let them down. When i first had the interview i told them daycare wouldn't be a problem. This was back in February. And now daycare is a problem. I also feel bad bc I've been on leave since ds was in September. It sucks having to quit. Has anyone been in a situation where they had to quit bc of kids? Well my lease is up soon I'll be moving out of Sacramento and back to stockton with grams since i won't have the move in money for different apartment just yet. And since I'll be there I'll be saving money. Tomorrow I'm going to talk to my uncle about working for him again since he had mentioned the other day he would help me financially if i ended up adopting dn. I hope he says yes bc i love working on cars and learning at the same time and since my grams usually goes to his shop she can bring ds and i can nurse him. I also want to do more like volunteering. Not goodwill.. i just couldn't do it. I had to do it for calworks (welfare) and it sucked working 8 hrs with no pay for couple days a week. I love helping people so maybe shelters or something. . Any ideas/advice?
on Jan. 5, 2014 at 4:03 AM