It started with the first pregnancy test and has never left 6 1/2 years later............Do you feel guilty everyday?
We read about King's Cake this week-end and I didn't have time to make one for Fat Tuesday. I worked too late to buy one. The boys were bummed.
I cherish every moment with little Mae, but only remember the fear and fatigue with the constant screaming from Malachi, my second. I feel guilty that I could not give them equal infancies.
I would prefer to stay home and just raise children for a while, but that's not an option, SO actually I am really looking forward to sending Mae to daycare, so I can work uninterrupted. Crazy right, what good mother would be excited about that? But I am, it is so hard to focus and do a good job for my employer playing SAHM.
And the list goes on and on...........do you feel daily motherly guilt? My DH tells me, "it's just you"
Am I alone?