September 13th I'm flying to California to meet the amom and see my son! It's been 6 years since I've seen him. I'm happy and scared at the same time.After the first f2f ,he stopped communicating with me. I've had 2 mothers day cards, this year and last. I don't think it has sunk in yet. I plan to let him lead the way, and take it very slow. I think he got too overwhelmed the first time.Just to have this chance again is so good.