I feel like I am at a Dead end road right now. I can't move forward , can't turn around and go back either. Just stuck with no where to go. The A-parents are not responding to e-mails I just been giving updates on us in hopes they will fill in my son. But still no response's. I am going to keep updating them on us send pictures etc. And try not to take it to heart about them not responding. They might be reading them or deleting them. I will never know but I am still grieving and see no way of getting peace with this rejection from the A-parents. I hope my son will wants to see us again and actually be able to be in our lives someday. Other than this rejection from the A-parents and them pulling my son away all of a sudden I hurt for my DD she is still asking about when she can see her brother. All I can say is I don't know maybe someday. She is 6 and doesn't understand why she can't see him and when the date went by when the A-parents said we would meet up again before they didn't want my son to see us DD said mommy you forgot. I cried like a baby I try to tell her in ways she could understand but she still can't either. Its just a shock for us all. I always will be hurt by my son's A-parents for putting my children through this. Forget me they hurt my kids and that was uncalled for in my book. As you can see the anger is starting to show up here and there. And I am sorry if anyone gets offended or thinks that I am in the wrong for feeling this way right now.