I was nursing (or at least trying, he can't grasp the whole latching on thing:-/) Eli , and my thoughts wandering to Darian.
I wonder if Darian had the whole skin to skin experience or nursing from me , if he would of been stronger.
I've heard skin to skin does a lot for baby.
I go back and look at Darians pics and notice how sick he looks. His eyes just says to me, he isn't well.
But oh how I miss him and think of him every single day.
It made me tear up.
Then I see Eli and , amazes me how well he is and healthy.
I'm thankful to have him.
It just dawned on me that Eli is 19 days old today.
Such a significant age to me.