Hi my name is Johana and I am a mom of two little girls. One is 5 and the other almost 2. I just want to take this time and just vent....... I am feeling soo down about myself that i can barely stand myself. I can honestly say that I hate my body!!!!! and I hate feeling this way and the worst thing is that i don't know where to start to start feeling better about my self. I am at the heaviest that i have ever been in my life!! I seriously think that I am going crazy my weight is all i think about and every time I eat I go through some serious guilt. I think I need some guidance or at least some suggestions on what to do. Sorry for venting and maybe bringing some of you down but I just needed to vent.