Kay, so I know I shouldn't be allowed on this site since I'm only fourteen, but I'm pregnant and this is the only place where I know I could get help and support. So, I'm pregnant. Duh. Anyways, I'm really happy about it but really scared. People have been bashing me and calling me a "whore" and a "slut", when they don't know the whole story, of how I PLANNED to get pregnant. I know teen pregnancy shouldn't be something you plan, but having this baby is saving my life.
I've been in the hospital for suicide attempt seven times in the past three years. Knowing I now have an innocent, unborn child growing inside of me, I feel like there is something worth fighting for (this is so you know how it's saving my life, because I knew that would sound weird to you). So, in a way, this beautiful result of love is saving me.
But, the daddy left me last night. He agreed he'd stay and help me with the baby, but I guess he changed his mind. He still wants to be friends, but I don't know how he feels about this baby. Anyways, I just really need help and advice. Like, where the best place to find cheaply priced things for a baby are, what I should look forward to, what the best options for staying in school are, how to tell my parents, foods and drinks I should stay away from, how to keep myself from having a miscarriage... I don't know, just please help, I'm desperate.