This is the hardest thing I have ever done. But I am getting ready to kick my 18 year old son out of my house. He has given me nothing but grief for the last five years. He has gotten in trouble with the law, has done (and still does) drugs, got kicked out of school, and now has gotten a 21 year old girl pregnant, who already had a child and is a convicted felon who was arrested again just before Christmas and will be in jail for six months. My son has no respect for me or my home. He has left food to rot in his room, has tried to sell drugs out of our home, has received multiple recent tickets, treats me terribly and constantly lies to me. I just cannot stand this anymore. Please no one tell me I am a bad mother. I already know I must be to have produced such a child. I just have no friends where I live and I am feeling very depressed and scared and lonely.