I am terrified of sending her to public school because 1. She has some special needs 2. She is already a year and a half ahead of her peers 3. Our school system isn't great at all. However, I feel like giving up. I feel like maybe my family is right. Maybe I can't do this. Why keep going and put her in public school later when I could start her in August with her peers. I'm so confused and I hate it.
I also have a 3.5 yr old, almost 2 yr old and due with my 4th in May.