has this ever happened to anyone, so we are still in florida and even though we have seen nothing but rain this week lol we still have found some time to head out to the pool and sightseeing ect more on that later... this morning eveyone had something to do cept me, there was a break in the weather so I thought I would go to the beach and relax by myself for awhile, yea NO!!! i went down there and rented my chair took off my cover up... and suddenly found myself surrounded by younger skinny tan ladies in bikinis, even what appeared to be some moms I looked around and suddenly felt well... like UGH!!! granted I had my wieght loss and I feel good but hoo boy did I feel plump this morning, I am usually not that self conciences but .. wow!! does anyone else feel that way?? my solution i put my cover up back on and I took my big ole size 10 butt to the pool where I was alone and sulked LOL and then it rained on me... so I am back in my hotel room. In my flub concealing maxi dress hahaha.... watching cable tv. should have went shopping with the girls oh well .. can anyone relate .. boy i am suddenly depressed hope someone can help need a spirit lifter.