With holidays coming and all the work they bring I hope I find it this year. We celebrate with whole family at my 82 yr old moms house and it is lots of work. This year I am newly married I have 2 kids he has 1 they range from 17 to 20 and should be interesting they could do with out ever seeing each other again. Just want to feel the joy i felt when I was young where did it go? Anyone feel the same?