AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!! Venting!!! Pisssed OFFFFFFF!!!! grrrrr
So pissed off right now I could spit!!! Daughter had called me earlier and ask about me taking her to the grocery store since she had gotten her food money today. Then a-hole boyfriend called to see if I could watch TJ for him to go putting in job applications. No to watching the grand son because of LArry and I having buisness to take care of this morning and errands to run.
To daughter it depended on how I was feeling because of still fighting off this sinus infection and just being totally warn out. She was working until 4:30 so figured it wouldn't be until 6 befor she got home and ready anyway. Takes her over an hour riding the city bus to get home from her job. Well now her ex-job because she got FIRED today!!! She called me to say this and that she was bringing TJ here with her so she could use my computer and so I could take her to the store. Telling-no-asking!! So when she shows up we get into it! Again!
Shes yells at me because I didn't drop what I was doing with my husband to watch my grand son so her dead beat boyfriend could run around for a couple hours with one of his friends...supposedly looking for work. Then she can't understand why I'm so tired when I don't do anything all day,except set on my ass in front of the computer or the TV!!!!!
I had told her I would take her to the store so she didn'thave to walk and carry everything back,so just to calm down. NO,she'll walk! And out the door she went! Why the hell is it her boyfriend can't go to the store and carry the stuff back?
And now on top of everything else thats going on,neither of them have a job.Their rent is due in three weeks and utilities the first of next month. I don't give a damn about him..but my daughter and grandson and future grandchild I do! And financially I am not able to help them out at all.
Sorry I've just got so much running through my head right now. Just needed to get it out before my neighbors thought I was a crazy person screaming at the top of my lungs in the back yard for no appparent reason.
I'm going to be okay! The
little voice in my head told me so! And they don't lie!