My son, oh how I love him. He's a fine man. But since coming back from Iraq he's only been able to find minimum wage jobs and is so unhappy. He says he wants to go back into the Army but is sabotaging himself. It's the kind of thing where to him I have to say "I'm so proud of you" (which I am), "You're so brave"! While inside I'm screaming "No No Please don't go back into that dangerous place and please don't leave, I love you so much." - Thoughts a mother keeps to herself. It's so very hard.