In meantime my 14 yr old hears my conversation and ask me can we go back to our home now. She wants to see her friends for her birthday and dad. I told her I didn't think it was safe still until I know exactly what's going to happen with him. She once again gives me attitude telling me she don't get why she's being punish because of my stupid husband. It's not her fault! I was stupid staying with him. I told her I wasn't blaming her or taking anything out on her. I just want us safe! Trying to protect us so we can't go back and I was sorry she can't see her friends but her dad is coming down to see her. She than gives me the silent treatment. I asked her if she mind watching her younger sibilings so I could jump in shower. She tells me they aren't her kids! She don't get why she needs to watch them! They arent her responsibility. That when her dad comes she is moving in with him. She wants to be back at her school with friends. I ask her why so much attitude towards me?. Why the anger? I'm doing the best I can considering I circumstances. I just need her to try be a little more understanding if she could. And work with me. I apologized to her for not leaving sooner and having us in this situation. But I need her to work with me instead of the attitude. I know teenagers will be teenagers... She than gets up close the door to room in my face. I mean seriously how do you handle that?! Very frustrating.... Second day she has lash out at me with so much anger! I really am trying hard! I feel very overwhelmed! Like my head is barley above water and I'm going to drown anytime now! I know that may come off as a bit dramactic. It's how I'm feeling. Thank you guys for allowing me to vent and things! I appreciate it alot!