Ok so I'm very beyond angry right now! My 14 dd decided to sneak out tonight!!!! So not only did I have to drag all the little ones out of bed to go look for her. She doesn't answer her cell! Her father calls her and she doesn't answer. I'm totally freaking out! Blood pressure probably is beyond what it needs to.We finally track her down by the tracking on her cell. Once again with a BOY! Smoking pot and drinking.Her father scares the boy off. Than ask her whats her problem?! Why can't she just talk about what's going on instead all this rebellion crap! She rolls her eyes and tells him she can make her decisions she's no kid. She wants us to get off her back. Her father tells her he will not put up with her attitude and disrespect. He grabs her and puts her in my van. Than tells me he can't handle this right now. He needs to cool off. He will come by my place tomorrow. We'll on the drive home I try asking Caitlin can she just tell me what she's feeling what's going on inside her. I really want to know. That I love her very much.But this behavior she's exhibiting will not get her the type of attention she wants. How i want to help her through the things she's feeling inside but I can't if she shuts me out and don't talk. Or when she does things as using drugs, sneaking out, ect.... She told me to shut up that she doesn't care about what im feeling and how she wish she can just go back to her father's house! I didn't say anything back to her. Because she was raising her voice being so angry with me. The little ones had woke up. Gabby started to cry and Caitlin turn around telling her to shut up she whines to much and how they get on her nerves! I asked her to please calm down and do not talk to them that way. It's one thing to be mad at me but to take it out on her younger sibilings is not acceptable. We get home she refused to come inside. That was a fight! Than when she gets in she pushes me where i kinda hit the walll while I'm holding MaryKaye. Goes into her room slams the door shut. I just got the kids put back in bed. But to be honest I'm not sure if I should say anything more to her. I didn't know.she had this much rage in her. Im.not even sure how to handle this! It freaked me out with her being that way. I can't wait until she moves past all this! Over the top stressed!!!!!!!!
on Mar. 8, 2014 at 12:29 AM