This whole weekend I felt nothin but complete exhaustion. Physically, emotionally and mentally! Like the life has been suck out of me. My family has been doin really great in tryin to help me lots with the younger kids. My sister had told me my son Mason(5) had gotten into some trouble at school when I was in the hospital. He pulled one of his classmates hair a little girl. He didn't get suspended just sent home for rest of day. Well he goes to school today. Teacher calls because during playtime he goes in area where the girls were playin. Start kicking around things and throwing which a toy hit another little girl in nose causing it to bleed. So I had to pick him up from school this time he is suspended. Now I have to go meet with the little girls parents tomorrow. This has been his behavior all weekend long. Lots of anger. Hitting, biting, throwing things at his sister. To the point where when I tried intervening he would start pulling on my hair and things. Took alot to get him calm. Kept telling me how he wants his dad. He don't like me so fourth so fourth. He does have therapy set up for wed. My 14 yr old goes this afternoon.But my sister and my older kids has been trying to help out. It's alot on me. It seems like my whole life is a huge mess falling apart! I had therapy this morning before picking my son up and it was pretty ok. I basically just cried in session. Talk a bit. She gave some good techniques i will be tryin to help out with the anxiety/panic attacks I'm finding myself having alot of. I know I should be not whining so much like I have ALOT lately! I do appreciate you all for listening and the feedback, advice you all being very encouraging with me! Having another safe place outside my therapy and support group I will be starting back up wed evening. Is nice.
on Mar. 17, 2014 at 12:43 PM