Ok. We are officially over after almost 14 years. How do I start over at 47? Where the hell do I go to start over at 47? What the hell kinda fu**ed up wife was I that I NEED to be starting over at 47? Will I find love again? Will I ever get horny again? Can I ever deal with another man touching me? Will I ever be kissed again? Am I even a turn on to any man under 70 at my age? I don't have much to offer. I do have an education but I have 2 children under 18, one is only 8, and I have a HORRIBLE credit score and a going to be ex husband who is a total assh**e and will do all he can to wreck my life. I have no friends really. I am not kidding. I have no friends. I am very introverted. He was the extrovert. All our friends were his and have gone over to "his side." Any ideas?