I had my appointment with my neurosurgeon today which was a water haul and a total waste. He looked at my MRI and all my reports. He told me that surgery would probably worsen my problem so he is sending me for physical therapy 3 times a week for 6 weeks to see if they can strengthen my neck muscles so I can hold my head up and get it off my freaking chest.
Mind you, he told me I have spinal stenosis, my vertebral discs are degenerating and I have severe arthritis in my spinal verterbral bones.
Sorry sissies, I'm PO'd beyond belief. This guy is supposed to be the BEST in the area. We're talking 200 miles that we drove one way. I saw his PA for maybe 5 minutes and him for less than 30 freakin seconds.
All in all, he gave me no hope. He doesn't want to see me again, "unless I need him." I DON'T F**KING THINK SO.
Can you tell I'm upset?
I SO apologize for the rant but it's been a very long, tiring, maddening, frustrating and depressing day.