So i been with my fiance/ husband for 3 years we have a beautiful 9 month old togetther but latly i dont know wat to do anymore. while i was pregnant and the first couple of months of my sons life he was doing spice( for those that dont know what it is is basicly a legal marijuana and ten times worst and more addictive) so he finally stop doing that but know he drink almost everyday, he get home he either sleeps or drink andspend the night talkin on the phone to his brothers. also if he is drunk 9 out of 10 times he will sleep in the sofa which this tells u we honestly sleep together maybe 3 night out of the hole week and that would be a lot. He doesnt help me around the house at and latly we fight every other day. Tonight e has been drinking and talking on the phone like always and just now i caught him takin a piss in the balcone we leave in a sendond floor apartment i screamed and yell and he ignored me. I work all day and take care of my son i got to school full time and thank god i do everything from home. Im at my witts end i honestly think if it wasnt for my son i would have been gone probable year and half ago. Im tired im so tired we are also in the middle of moving we are suppose to meve on friday to a new apartment he hasnt helped with the packing at all i dont know what to do anymore i've tried talking to him in a nice way, i've tried screaming at hime threatening him nothing seems to face him. Right now im to the point of calling his grandpa and telling him wats going on. I dont knpw what to do anymore i really dont. Im writing this in tears cuz im so frustrated with myself i just want my son to have a family i want him to have his mom and dad together and i have sacrified so much for that. I dont have any kind of friends i dont go out i dont talk to anybody except the customers that call me at my job. And then he has the audacity to tell me today that i probably have somebody on the side and thats why im telling him that im going to leave him seriously WTF how the hell. Any friend i try to make he either shuts them down because their this or that or just doesnt trust them.. I never in my life thought that this would happen to me i always picture a happy family but sense we moved together everything change..... I am so tired, i use to be a strong woman i am broken down i have no selfesteem, i use to care about myself now, i could care less i am so tired so so tired!!!!!