lost

[madhouseof5]

lost and need help

I know theres a lot of christian woman out there and need your help

I feel like I have lost sight of God and don't think hes there for me I feel like one of them lost souls who will never be found
I know how to pay lip service to God but don't know if hes listening to me

I grow up going to church reading the bible My spelling sorry almost 1am here
but since I lost my baby to an early MC 21 weeks ago I feel lost

Like the foot prints in the sand I can look back and see where i have needed him and he must of been there
getting hubby and me together so on

but right now
right here Why did he take my baby?
I would hate to think it was a test or because I had done something wrong

I worry its because I was worried what people would think about a woman my age being pregnant and hid it from everyone

How do I get God back into my life..??????



then theres other things I want to know I wanted to move from this house for over 20 years the house is old and falling down
we have no power upstairs
the roof leeks
the people nextdoor are druggys
my friend seems to think we are ment to be here and until we work out why we will never move

[suzi960]

 hey momma,im so sorry for your loss(((hugs)))).  just want to give you hugs,not much advice about the god thing im sorry,im not a religious person....

[floridadaisy]

praying for you

[floridadaisy]

How do you get God back in your life?

Start by counting the blessings that he has given you...

Take a lil time each day to reflect on all that he has done for you...and you will have that relationship with him again before you know it!!!

Trust me........ I have lost much in my life lately........ and I still have an awesome relationship with God in-spite of my circumstances

[Dereksmom1018]

God was in human form for 33 years. He understands human emotions and would want you to get some grief counseling for your loss. My mother says sometimes you need God "with skin on". Which means God sends you different people in your life to help you through a difficult time. Perhaps ask God to send you someone....a counselor or an understanding friend. Through the goodness in the person you will see God working.

[dana63]

I lost alot in my life and gain alot as well. I lost my twins at birth and thought it was a cruel act. Afterwards I had cancer and threw my hands up and thought I should give up when I looked over and saw my 4 blessings.
I know it seems like God has walked away from you but he hasn't. Remember when your walking in the sand and saw one set of prints that's when God was carrying you. He hasn't forsaken you at all.
Hugs

[kshemom]

I'm sorry for your loss.just keep praying .

[floridadaisy]

Found this the other day and loved it......... so I thought I would share it

[butterflymeme]

I agree count the blessings no matter how small, it may be as small as  haing that $5 to buy some meat for dinner. And just because you may have prayed for an answer and you haven't gotten it yet doesn't mean he isn't listening it just means it is not time for you to know yet. One of my favorite songs is called "He's an Ontime God" by the Talley Trio, it is on youtube. And even your lip service gets heard. You can pm me anytime I have good ears and love to listen. Hugs momma. I can not even imagine my life with out my GOD in it.

[LFosterfarm]

Bare with me i'm mobile. When my mom got cancer she was about as close to good as a human being could get. She struggled and prayed over and over and kept telling me good said she would be healed. After struggling and suffering for 3 years and never once losing faith she died! At first I was ok with it but then got very angry hire he he tell her he would heal her only to let her die? After many many angry discussions with good and completely walking away. I came back. My mother was healed just not the way I thought she was going to be. She's better now then she ever was alive! Is ok to struggle and it's ok to be mad angry and all of the above it's going to be a process that only you can determine hire long this will be no one else. We are only human! And in here we are a good group of ladies and we do care and are always willing to listen! Hugs!

[gsprofval]

Quite often, we question God too much rather than turning our problems over to Him and letting Him work things out in HIS time and HIS way. It's hard to give everything to God, but it does help if you truly do that.

Why the miscarrage? I don't know and I had one too, years ago. Exactly one year and one week later, I had my precious baby girl and that was after the doctor told me I would NEVER have any more children!

As for the house, let God have that problem, too. God truly worked miracles for me when the dumbex kicked me and the girls out of the house during the divorce and then he left the house with my son and filed bankruptcy. I literally could find no place to go, but then found a place but couldn't get a loan for all of it. Five minutes later, the bank called and was willing to give me a signature loan for the rest of the cost.

Oh, and the biggest miracle was that I didn't make any money selling the house, but I didn't have to pay any either.

Yes, I had to totally rely on God and my family for support, but it worked.

I pray that you are willing to trust that God will take care of things for you. Count your many blessings!