LIFE seems like stale bread. I need some WHINE to go with it. LOL
OK...I'm about to hit the big 4 - 0 in September. I'm not afraid of death but it's like WOW, I really feel that the clock is ticking, ticking, ticking... and that there is so much to do that hasn't been done. Anyway, I've been a sahm for about 4 years and had a crappy job before this. I have no idea who I am anymore. I went to college too early at 17 (just wasn't ready) and dropped out of teaching...the biggest mistake in my life.It's like the world put a blindfold on me and spun me around and I don't know what career I'm cut out for now. For a few reasons, it's too late to go back to school for teaching. Who has the money to go back to school anyway...not me. Is this it ? I feel like I missed the bus. I DID miss the damn bus.
I'm grateful that I have a daughter and husband but I haven't found that "thing I'm good at". I'm returning to work and I don't want to be a secretary/receptionist anymore. I'm just tired of that job. I've done it long enough. I want something more colorful.
Anyone else ever feel this way and what did you do about it ? I don't wanna grow up and suck it up ! LOL (of course realistically, I'll have too)