so my grate grandma passed away at 4am to day :"(.
I've been helping my grandma set up and pack grate grandma's stuff all day.
i should of known something happened when i woke up at 3:30 from a dead sleep.
I had to ID grate grandma's body so my other grandma wouldn't have to.
she doesn't take death well at all. My hormones and emotions are every where.
I didn't get to go see her last night because DH wasn't feeling well. like always something comes up when i want to see my family.
I'm feeling every pissed off at him, I know he's sick but feels like he doesn't care at all. when i got home . the house was a cluster f---, so now i get to clean that up. idk i dont have time to morn like always. but if it was someone in his family oh the world would be crashing down grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i feel so betrayed by him, how can he be so selfish ?