Been a rough 6 months. Since I lost my dad I haven't been the same. Mostly been keeping to myself and shutting DH out. We haven't had sex or a real conversation in several months. I now am trying to put it behind me and trying to move on. Trying to reach out but now it's payback time. He isn't giving me much time of day. Had surgery a few days ago and he has done all the right things. Took me to hospital, cleaned the house, grocery shopping, driving the kids around.... The thing is that it feels out of obligation not because he really loves me. Just feeling so sad. Miss him, miss us but honestly starting to think things are never going to be the same.
on Jan. 19, 2014 at 10:24 PM