I'm scared to go to the doctor.....

[Cindy18]

Hi, I've a newbie in this group. 

I was diagnosed with Cervical Cancer in March 2010. I had a radical hysterectomy in April, found a very small amount had spread to my lymph nodes so I did 7 weeks of chemo and radiation. Been all clear ever since September 2010.....

For a few months now, I have been exhausted! It's gotten so bad that it brings me to tears. I'm so afraid to go to the doctor because I don't want to find out the worst. 

I had a CT scan in Feb. 2012 and all was clear. I'm just so afraid that something has moved to another area that is not showing up on the CT scan or something. 

I know I have to go, I know it will just get worse if I don't. 

I just needed to get this out somewhere without worrying the people in my life that will worry the most. 

Thanks for letting me vent.

[lilmommy10805]

I know how you feel I had cervical precancer we caught it just in time so I could keep my uterus. I found two lumps behind my ear two weeks ago going to the dr tomorrow to see what it is. I've been extremely tired all the time, having night sweats, and random fevers that come and go. 

[x_Starr_x]

I am the state leader for the nccc maybe we can help WWW.nccc-online.org

[boom_maker]

 i hope you get checked out, i can imagine how scary it must be.