ITs been a week since AiDAN'S passing

[mommix5]

ITS BEEN A WEEK SINCE AIDANS PASSING AND IT STILL DOESNT SEEM REAL AT TIMES. HE IS IN MY EVERY THOUGHT IN EVERY MOMENT EXCEPT WHEN I SLEEP BECAUSE NOW IM NOT DREAMING I THINK ITS A WAY FOR YOU MIND TO PROTECT YOU BY STOPPING YOUR DREAMS. AIDANS SERVICES WAS BEAUTIFUL BUT ALSO SO SAD TO SEE MY LIL PAPAS IN A TINY CASKET SEEMED LIKE A BAD DREAM I SO BADLY WANTED TO WAKE FROM. WHEN I WENT TO TOUCHED HIM I EXCPECTED TO FEEL WARMTH AND SOFTNESS BUT............. I DIDNT.. I HAVE TO REALIZE HE IS GONE BUT ITS HARD. HE WAS MY WORLD MY EVERYTHING HE BROUGHT SOMETHING TO MY LIFE THAT WAS MISSING HE WASNT SUPPOSE TO LEAVE ME. I NEVER IMAGINE HE WOULDNT BE HERE... I MISS YOU AIDAN OH SO MUCH. MY AIDAN IS BURIED CLOSE BY CLOSE ENOUGH THAT I CAN VISIT HIM DAILY WHICH I THINK WILL HELP ME SOME. WILL IT EVER GET BETTER.... I HAVE A FEELING IT WONT EVER GET BETTER I MIGHT LEARN HOW TO COPE BUT I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME. I AM SO LUCKY AIDAN CHOOSE US AS HIS MOMMIES WE WERE THE LUCKY ONES TO HAVE HAD HIM FOR 8 MONTHS. HIS LIFE TIME HIS FOREVER......I LOVE YOU AIDAN

[RunnerKari]

God bless him and your family. I am so sorry for your loss.

[SpookyKid15]

I am sorry for your loss **hugs**