I go back to work next week and all I can do is cry about it. This is my first baby and she is so much more than I expected. I honestly did not know I could love so much, and I am totally in love with my husband! It hurts to think about all I am going to miss and how amazing these past 10 weeks have been. I'm scared of not being there for her milestones, like first giggle. Of course she has gotten super clingy to mommy right before she is scheduled back at work too, which makes the guilt and pain much worse. I really do not want to go back and would do anything to not have to go back. How did you working Moms make it through? There is nothing I can think of that would make it easier.