Well ladies. In 12-16 days my ex will be released from prison and paroled to our little town. I'm not nearly as terrified as I thought I would be, but that's probably because I've taken every reasonable precaution there is. I am however anxious and apprehensive. Most days I'm absolutely fine when I'm awake but the nightmares and flash backs just keep getting worse the closer the day gets. I wish I knew how to turn it off. I really need some decent sleep. Not much more I can do except be aware of my surroundings and hope for the best. Just needed to vent it out.
on Jul. 4, 2012 at 12:42 PM