I hate to see the holidays come because my husband has issues with alcohol & I just want to enjoy the day as a family but all he can think about is how drunk he can get. It's not just the holidays either it's just randomly; I never know if he's going to come home sober or not from work. So here we are with another ruine holiday, I'm sitting in the bathroom crying & he's running around with his friends acting like nothing else matters. I told him I hate him & the truth is I kind of do for all that he's put me through lately. I just needed to talk about it.
I haven't really spoke to him today. I don't know what to say or if there's anything left to say & I'm not sure where to go from here. He acts as though nothing's happened & doesn't even bother to apologize. I probably wouldn't forgive him even if he did but at least he would be acknowledging I deserve an apology.
on Jul. 4, 2012 at 9:31 PM