Chinosruca, he did not pull his hand back and slap or hit him, no; but, I described his physical actions in the OP. My line of thinking is that slapping and hitting are not the only forms of physical abuse, and that this could potenially be the start of worse things to come if I do nothing.
Coming from a mommy, I would say that, since you did not yell and you expressed your feelings and thoughts on the manner calmly, you were not overreacting. As for whether your SO was being too rough, well I didn't see. However, based on your description I would say that, while he definitely sounded frustrated, I don't believe he meant to cause harm. I asked my husband his thoughts and he said that he got frustrated many times changing the boys as they tend to kick a lot and then you cannot clean them well, etc. He also said that there's this skit on television where some guy is holding the baby and asking how something so small could be so strong....it's funny, but it's also quite true. My husband has done the same thing and I can tell you that 1) when you are coming from a place of history of abuse you tend to react accordingly and 2) my husband never has abused my children. They are 12 and 9.
I would wait until there is a moment where the baby isn't requiring direct care (during a nap) and have a heart felt conversation with your SO. You can explain to him how you explained it here, including about your father being abusive, etc. So if he puts those things together, he will understand where you are coming from. Then, just ask him to be aware of his emotions and actions and to always feel free to ask you to handle it if he feels frustrated. Dads DO parent differently and sometimes a little more rough than moms. I think that communication goes a long way to makeing both mom and dad feel better about their respective parenting. You are going to have differences though. It sounds like he's been good to you and hasn't been abusive to you, so I wouldn't feel that there would be cause to immediately assume he'll cause harm to the baby. I hope I'm making sense here.
Quoting ShaunnaMichelle:Coming from a mommy, I would say that, since you did not yell and you expressed your feelings and thoughts on the manner calmly, you were not overreacting. As for whether your SO was being too rough, well I didn't see. However, based on your description I would say that, while he definitely sounded frustrated, I don't believe he meant to cause harm. I asked my husband his thoughts and he said that he got frustrated many times changing the boys as they tend to kick a lot and then you cannot clean them well, etc. He also said that there's this skit on television where some guy is holding the baby and asking how something so small could be so strong....it's funny, but it's also quite true. My husband has done the same thing and I can tell you that 1) when you are coming from a place of history of abuse you tend to react accordingly and 2) my husband never has abused my children. They are 12 and 9.
I would wait until there is a moment where the baby isn't requiring direct care (during a nap) and have a heart felt conversation with your SO. You can explain to him how you explained it here, including about your father being abusive, etc. So if he puts those things together, he will understand where you are coming from. Then, just ask him to be aware of his emotions and actions and to always feel free to ask you to handle it if he feels frustrated. Dads DO parent differently and sometimes a little more rough than moms. I think that communication goes a long way to makeing both mom and dad feel better about their respective parenting. You are going to have differences though. It sounds like he's been good to you and hasn't been abusive to you, so I wouldn't feel that there would be cause to immediately assume he'll cause harm to the baby. I hope I'm making sense here.
I do not believe you were overreacting. I would be VERY upset by that!
Tattoo question....
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on Oct. 6, 2012 at 12:54 AM