... how much does it affect other aspects of your life?
I feel like I am going into a depression. At first I felt productive and I liked my job... would come home feeling energized, fix dinner, help the kids with their homework, throw in a load of laundry. Even my sex life improved! Like I had this confidence I'd been missing after being a SAHM for 7 years.
For too many reasons to mention here, I now realize I made a mistake in choosing this particular job. It is emotionally draining and I do not have the support I was promised by my manager. I was drastically mislead with regard to income. I feel like I work hard enough now and maintain many accounts with little support... I can't imagine increasing my workload and seeing little financial reward for that extra work.
In sum, I hate my job and it is effecting my home life. I could care less about home matters, don't want to have sex, am not happy at work, hate waking up to go to work, we have been eating take out and fast food for dinner because I simply don't want to put in any effort at home anymore after having such a depressing day doing a job that I hate.
I'm not complaining. I am glad to have a job. But I NEED to find a new one. This is crazy. I know not every job will be perfect, but this job in particular is NOT for me. I gave it a good try, but I need to put myself and my family first!
Anyone else feel like this? I wish I could just quit. lol! But we do need the money right now... so it looks like I'll just have to hang on until I am lucky enough to find something new.
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