i just ask because i feel like i just need to feel something besides grief right now. i want feel something besides sadness. and i need something else to do besides packing up my babies things and getting them out of the house. df isnt even considering it cuz it may not be safe yet i just want an hour out of my day where i feel normal again where things make sense where noone is sorry or crying an hour where im not seeing his face anymore and i need to not see his face. am i wrong for this? is it wrong to want to force it if hes not ready?
on May. 19, 2013 at 5:27 PM