2 years

[candycrz]

ok just to refresh everything I haven't been to this group in a while

So October 31 2007 I was passing out halloween candy and I was having pains in my lower belly so I decieded to go to the hospital and I was 34 weeks pregnant well I get to the hospital and I was 3 centimeters dialated and I was gonna have my little baby....Well when they went to hook the heart monitor up they said those most horrible words that no mother should have to hear "Im sorry but we can't find his heart beat" so they sent me down to get an ultrasound just to make sure and of corse I heard them words again "Im sorry but I can't find his heartbeat and he is not moving" I lost it I didn't know what I wanted to  do I just wanted to lay there and die I didn't want to live without my little boy with me I loved him why did God have to take my little boy away from me.....I brought my little angel's body into this world november 1 2007 but his soul went to heaven to be with God

TWO YEARS LATER

Today is Colins Birthday I miss him so much I have a beautiful little two month old Connor Franklin but it fills a different part of my heart the spot that Colin was supposed to fill is still empty I miss him and somedays I still don't want to live without him but I go on for my little man Connor I love him more than anything in this world and one day he will know about his big brother

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COLIN MOMMY MISSES YOU SO MUCH AND MORE AND MORE EACH DAY

[carterj1220]

I feel your pain...Its only been a week and a half since i lost my little boy. I was only 20 weeks pregnant with my lil guy and went for my normal checkup and the doctor couldnt find his heartbeat so i went to get an ultrasound and they said the same thing. I broke down. I still dont know how to go on..i have a son that is about to turn 1 and its hard to be happy...

Happy Birthday to your son in heaven though!! He is watching over you guys and he will guide your young one every step of the way~