SO FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT KNOW I SUFFER FROM OCD AND POST PARTUM DEPRESSION. MY OCD HAS GOTTEN WORSE BY 100% SINCE MY PREGNANCY. I HAVE VERY BAD INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS THAT ARE VERY DARK THAT I WOULD NOT WISH UPON ANYONE AT ANYTIME. I HAVE RITUALS THAT ARE TETIUS AND TAKE UP A LOT OF MY LIFE.... MORE

SO FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT KNOW I SUFFER FROM OCD AND POST PARTUM DEPRESSION. MY OCD HAS GOTTEN WORSE BY 100% SINCE MY PREGNANCY. I HAVE VERY BAD INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS THAT ARE VERY DARK THAT I WOULD NOT WISH UPON ANYONE AT ANYTIME. I HAVE RITUALS THAT ARE TETIUS AND TAKE UP A LOT OF MY LIFE. BECAUSE OF MY OCD I HAVE AVOIDED MY DAUGHTER AS I THINK THAT IF I DONT SHE MAY PASS AWAY...IM CURRENTLY IN A VERY STRONG THERAPY TO GET SOME HELP FOR MY OCD. I COULD BE HERE ALL DAY WITH THE LIST I HAVE MADE OF MY OCD PROBLEMS. IF ANYONE ELSE SUFFERS FROM THIS AND IS ASHAMED AND NEEDS SOMEONE TO TALK TO I AM HERE AND WILL TALK TO YOU AND ANSWER ANY ?'S YOU MAY HAVE. I AM IN THE MIST OF STARTING A SUPPORT GROUP TO HELP WOMAN OVERCOME THEIR OCD AND TIPS ON HOW TO DO IT. I AM VERY ACTIVE IN CHURCH NOW AS I FEEL THAT HAS CHANGED MY LIFE AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT MY HUSBAND NOW ATTENDS CHURCH WITH ME AND IS SLOWLY BELIEVEING HIMSELF TO HELP SUPPORT ME IN THIS TIME OF NEED. I AM VERY BLESSED FOR THE FAMILY THAT I DO HAVE ALTHOUGH I DONT HAVE MUCH. I AM ALSO BLESSED FOR MY FRIENDS WHO ALWAYS TEXT ME OR EMAIL ME TO SEE HOW IM DOING AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! I WILL NOT LET OCD RUIN MY LIFE OR TAKE ME OVER AND I WONT LET PPD DO THE SAME EITHER! I AM A STRONG WOMAN AND I KNOW I AM AND I KNOW THAT I CAN OVERCOME THIS DISEASE. I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THIS SECRET OF MINE THAT I HAVE KEPT FOR MANY YRS B/C I FEEL I MAY BE ABLE TO HELP SOMEONE WHO HAS WHAT I HAVE AND DOESNT KNOW WHAT IT IS AND IS TRYING TO SEEK HELP BUT IS TOO SCARED TO DO SO. HERES MY EMAIL ALSO IF YOU WANT TO EMAIL ME INSTEAD
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TAKE CARE EVERYONE AND AUTUMN IS DOING GREAT..SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON MUCH SHES TEETHING, YES WE KNOW SHES ONLY 2 MONTHS BUT 1% OF BABIES TEETH THIS EARLY AND SHES THE 1%. HE AND I ARE LOOKING FOR A HOUSE STILL BUT HAVE FAITH THAT GOD WILL GUIDE US IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
TALK TO YOU ALL SOON
GOD BLESS
LOVE YOU ALL
MICHELLE