Answered Questions?

[Dott038]

Apparently I was in search of answers because yesterday found many. I think like many I worry about things such as the economy, the environment and what kind of world my children will live in if they have a world left. I look in the news paper and I see one disaster after another and I think to myself that “there is a logical explanation for all it all.” I many time answered my own question for what I thought was logical but these answers never gave me a sense of peace. So I stopped looking and just excepted whatever will be, will be.

A few days ago I was looking through picture from the Hubble telescope. One particular photo caught my eye, I could see allot in this picture, I viewed it as abstract and though it was awesome. It is amazing what the minds eye sees. I looked in this photo and saw good and evil man and beast and so these questions a rose more so about the good and evil not here on earth, but out there in space.

Many things happened yesterday which normally I would have not paid attention to.

1. I had been contemplating closing my support group, It seemed like no matter how hard I tried to help people they were not willing to help themselves.

But yesterday one of my group members stood up in and told there story in front of the Illinois treasury , She had been through so much and she was up there not only fighting for her home but her rights as an American . I found new faith and hope in what I was doing but still questioned if I was the right person to lead this group.

2. I wondered what our purpose was in the big scheme of things, if any and I ran across a picture of a dying cancer cell. HMMM1 what does that have to do with anything? The cell that I saw was just as amazing as the picture from the Hubble and I posted it, Many could not tell the difference. I realized that the amazing things that go on in space happen here on our planet and inside our bodies.

3.I just finished looking at the latest disaster and wondered if all the Dooms day nut jobs could be right and it all will end in 2012.

I clicked over to my post on Cafe mom, the one I had posted the Awesome Pics form the space shuttle and there is was , as plain as day 2012 visitors. This freaked me out! Was this a sign?

I went to be thinking of all the thngs that had happened, Feeling a bit hopeless and wondering if this was true. I immediately saw “2013“and realized that even though I saw 2012 visitors that more people came to see my post it went from 2012 to 2014 and so on and so forth. The number went on. What this means I don’t know, but the one that really got me was when I was sitting there wondering about how dis organized I had become in my life, My daughter was watching a show called River monsters and they were talking about Alligators , “which I hate” I was tired and got up to turn the TV but was to lazy to search for something I really wanted to watch so I moves it up a few channels and laid back down. It was TLC and the show was called Buried Alive addicted to Hording. LOL! It is a show about Dis organized pack rats! HMMMMM! LOL! But I sat back and pondered all of what happened today and I realized that these could be answers to questions I ponder all the time or just an coincidence. Now a week ago I would have said that just that. But I realized that my biggest fault is not listening . Well ok I am listening now!