tired of being kicked when I'm down

[C.Dawn1972]

I posted my 'story' a few weeks ago and now have a little more to add.

My dad, during his episode in January, was diagnosed with alcoholic dymentia which is what is causing his delusions.  But this is nothing new really.

The new 'kick' is that my 3 year old son was evaluated on monday and was diagnosed with autism.  It is very low level but will still require a lot of therapy.  I am feeling like I really can't handle anything else.  Now in addition to finding a permanent living situation, trying to go back to school myself, and finding a job, I have to try to get his therapy programs in place and get them covered (this by the way, is my absolute priority).
Anyway, I am not giving up.  I know I can handle this and come through the other side.  I just needed to vent a little.

[amypoe]

i am really sorry for all that is happening. just remember you are never given more than you can handle in one lifetime. you will come out strong and i know you will find help for your son. i seen something on lifetime where a mom had two autistic sons and she never gave up on them and they were strong and self sufficient so it can be done.