We are almost half way down with our deployment. We are at the point of always fighting. He is not in a combat zone, he works goes to the gym socializes with the other troops. I am home with our 16 month old. I have no friends, I do have my family but there is only so much you can talk to them about. I am so beyond frustrated with him, no mothers day, no congratulations of graduating school and getting my license in cosmeotology. He never acknowledges the things I do at home. But am always telling him how much I love him and miss him. He got his first communion and confirmation done overseas so we can have church wedding next year. I sent him a card and let him know how happy the family was that he took it upon himself to do that. We Skype everyday same time so he can see the baby, but its pure silence or he falls asleep. Then why bother calling, set up a time when he is more awake. I sit around all morning when I could be getting errands done before the babies nap time. But no everyday I sit here and wait. He says all I do is start fights. I found out he has tons of pen pals (all females) I was pissed. I told him i wanted a divorce because this isnt the first time and now its getting they are Skype friends. That is BS when he doesnt take his free time to talk to me. He said he would take the easy way out and kill himself. Like really!!! Now he acts like that fight never happened. I just got off Skype and sent hima message asking him why he even bothers, and he goes fine I wont Skype anymore. I said no go talk to your pen pals since they cant bitch Ill go find people who want to talk to me and signed off. I am sick of feeling like im alone and unapperciated!