We have all talked about lost leaving with no reason why really. And don't understand what we did if we even did anything. So I decided today to try and IM her again to see what happened. I wanted to share with each of you what I wrote to her, and if she responds then I will post that. I know we are all hurt and confused as to what happened and why she left the way she did. I know I am very hurt and she also hurt Lee and several others I care about alot. Here is what I IMed her today:
If you are reading this or you get this, none of us understand, what did we do? We were all friends one day and the next your gone and no one hears nothing from you. We all still months later sit and wonder what did we do or say or whatever. We just don't get it. I definitly don't get it, I thought you were my friend and I really cared about you, alot. Never once when I talked to you did I ever think you would just leave like this, it hurts. It hurt me and it hurt so many others lifes that you touched. I don't feel the need to apologize to you for something that I dont know I did, so I wont. I'll just say this...I loved you alot, you were a mother to me and a best friend. A friend I thought would always be apart of mine, Lee's and Henrys life. But your not anymore. Later Sue
I just felt the need to let her know this, sorry if it sounds rude or harsh but its the way I, myself, feel.
I LOVES YOU ALL