When I was younger I fell in love with Islam, and wanted to be Muslim. However I got lost along the way, and forgot about my beliefs. I have never given my all to Islam, but I want to now. I am not sure where to start or how to go about it. I have no Muslim females to talk to, or to guide me. I do not want to give up on Allah & myself again. I have also fallen in love with my best friend who is also Muslim, and I do not know how to proceed. He has always known me as non-Muslim, and I do not want him to think I have chosen Islam for him but to honor Allah. I really need advice from other Muslim women, so I can finally be who I want to be. Thank you. May peace be unto you.