July 22nd update.....so sad

[BootyBabyKC]

From Kristy's Myspace Page.


Sunday, July 22, 2007


Sad

Kaleb is still in PICU. Today they have a 24 hour EEG machine hooked up to him. They are seeing if he has persistant seizures. It looks like something from a sci-fi movie. I think he is very uncomfortable. He has been so fussy since he's gotten to the hospital, he knows he is not at home. Hopefully this EEG will show that he has more brain activity then they originally thought. We have been told this time at the hospital that Kaleb WON't get better. That most of his brain is gone. This has really saddened my heart and it is hard not to believe them. But that only lasts about an hour and then I pray for faith again. Faith is all we need. I am trying to believe that he will do everything that they say he won't... but that feeling of uncertianty sits in the pit of my stomach. I've asked God to give Kaleb the strength to pull through this one and to keep my hope going. I am not going to lie, I feel very weak right now. I am very sad. I pray that God will restore Kaleb's brain. I feel like I am in a nightmere set on repeat. I just want my littlle boy to hit those little milestones that every mother waits for. I want him to say Mama and Daddy. I want his eyes to light up when he sees us like he used to. I want him to crawl and walk. I want him to hit his first homerun at a baseball game. I want to see him have children. ALl of these things I hope for. But maybe God has a different plan for all of us an I pray for understanding of this that surpasses peace. We have been holding on to the hope that he will be restored for almost 3 months now. It feels more like 3 years. I pray that Justice is done for him.



Please I ask, I beg of all of you. Just pray for Kaleb, this is all we need, prayer. Pray for strength and faith for my whole family.

There is so much going on that Kaleb is the center of. A lot of it is not good. I know there are people out there who feel that I did this to my son. I DID NOT! Unfortunately they too are entitled to their opinions.But please remember that the "Facts" that you know, are not facts. But please I ask of you who feel this way, stop. Stop attacking me. Stop doing what you are doing. I have never said anything ill mannered about or to the person who is CHARGED for this crime against my son. If you don't like me or the response that my sons story has gotten, keep it to yourselves or on your forums. Quit making pages that slam me left and right. Quit emailing my husband. This is a VERY difficult time for us and by you doing this it makes it harder. You say you support Kaleb and that you do this for Kaleb. You are not supporting him at all. You are attacking the two people who love and cherish this child more than anything and that is not in any way supporting him. You are attacking people who have done things in his honor, that is not supporting him. I am sorry that you think so ill of me... I haven't done anything to make you feel that way. I write what I think, I am an open person, and because you don't like what I say, isn't going to make me stop. I pray for your group of people everyday. I have opened up our lives and our hardships for the world to see, yes I know... But please stop. This will be the last time that I address this. I am asking you from the bottom of my heart.

[Memigen]

I cry everytme I read about this poor little baby boy.  And reading this gave me a scared sick feeling in the pit of my stomache... I pray:  Oh Lord, please help this little boy, this little man, your creation, your being.  Please give him and his family the strength they ned to go on.  Please give them the strength to push through and for him to heal and hi those milestones.  And, as much as I hate to think something bad may happen, if it does Lord...please restore thier faith in each and every way you can, for you will be the only one they can truely depend on in such times.  You are the one that will watch over them night and day and be their safekeeper, Lord.  If the tables turn worse, please God help them to have the strength to go on in their life and have him brothers and sisters if they may.  Lord, please heal this baby boy.  PLEASE CARE FOR HIM!  No-one wants to see him lose his battle.

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[mandtmommy]

Please know that Kaleb and his whole family are continually in my prayers! We send our love and support!  Stay strong and lean hard on God's shoulder, it is right there for you to lean on any time you need it!