My son will be 7 weeks old this comming tuesday. I have been home with him everyday of the week since he was born. He is the best baby, and I love him so much! But I must admitt its been a hard adjustment. I have never been one to go out and party but for some reason I really feel like my social life is gone! It is very hard for me to sit at home and now after 8 weeks of bed rest and almost 7 weeks of straight baby..I want to go drink! Even just one glass of wine. My b.f drives a truck and is gone during the week and home on the weekends. and I am a bit jelouse because when he gets home he doesn't come see his son or even offer to give me a little break. He goes out Friday night, and most of sat and then we see him sat night and sunday. I love when he is home but can a girl not have one night to her self??
I am breastfeeding so it does make it a tad bit harder to go out and enjoy my night but it is still possible. I am back to work now for about 2 weeks and my only day off is Weds...I am tired, is it soo wrong of me to want him to step up and take more initiative and take care of his son more? I love being with my baby, and I don't always need him to watch the baby but it would be nice for him to offer!