My baby is 4 months old. She is a joy and i love her to death. But when i got pregnant i had planned to have an abortion because i didnt know who her father was. Obviously i decided not to do that but paterinity had to be established. And i am now reggretting my decicion to keep her. The two possible canidates as her father were between my current bf and my abusive ex boyfriend. I made a mistake and cheated on my current boyfirend. He was aware of the situation and said he didnt care who her father was because he wanted her anyway. Well the paterinity results were not in our favor and I dont know what to do. I'm well aware that i brought this on myself and i was a slut and should have been sleeping around so there is no need to comment back with immature comments like any of those. I'd like to also make it clear that i am very in love with my little baby girl, but i am feeling very guilty about the thoughts i have been having about her. I know its not her fault but i hate my self for bringing her into this chaotic life i have created.