I know with pregnancy comes a ton of emotions. But I seem to be full blown depressed. I have wanted a child for as long as I can remember. I had a miscarriage at age 18, and then again in July this year. I am pregnant again. Me and my boyfriend werent trying, but we werent preventing it either. I ran out of refills on my birth control and never bothered calling my dr for more. I am 7-9 weeks (me and my boyfriend disagree on when my last period was and i dont write it down) and I have no energy for anything. I am OCD and of course that means a neat freak, and I havent cleaned my house in almost 3 weeks. I have missed 2 whole weeks of classes and missed assignment deadlines. I have no desire to go back. I have no desire to go to work (though I do because my baby needs me to have money). Im estatic to be pregnant, but I am having such a hard time showing it because I feel so depressed. Is this normal? How do I break it?