Has anyone else almost died during childbirth? Closer to this child?
Just recently, my DS was born and under scary circumstances. I have an 11 yr old DD, but I feel like I always want to be around my DS. I am afraid the trauma may cause me to prefer him. Will this change? We both could have died, so I am wondering if my need to watch him constantly will subside, or will I forever feel this way... I am feeling rather guilty.