I feel so alone and so overwhelmed. My mom was my world and she passed away last year. Being a single mom I don't have a lot of free time to meet new friends.We moved to a small town almost a year ago and we are looked like outsiders. I have tried so many times to reach out and say hi and get to know people. I have joined meet ups but there are not that many that I am interested in. I go to all the school things for my youngest (5)and try to talk to parents but they quickly say things like it was nice to meet you and leave. But I am still alone. I have no moms to talk to. And I feel like an idiot making posts for 2nd opinions or to bounce off ideas to a message board. What can I do? My world is falling apart (lost my job 5 weeks ago, the doctors now thing I have Cushings disease, my chronic pain, the troubles of raising a teen and kindergardener by myself, money, etc). I am not close to m family. I am the black sheep since I was a teen mom and my parents had to help me more than my siblings. And because of the stress I caused my mom I don't get along with my aunts and uncles. I have tried numerous times. Its not that I drop my drama on people. I am strong. But I need to bounce ideas and get 2nd opinions at times. I am the last in my friends that is single and we all have grown so far apart because things just aren't the same as they used to be. I try to have faith. I used to go to church but with my son being adhd its is very hard as he cannot sit through a service. Any words of advise, encouragement, etc would be appreciated. Im trying to be strong. But there is just so much I cant handle it all.