I am home all the time. I dont have our car cuz DH has to use it for work until he gets this new job, then ill have a car. I dont have many friends ether. Anyhow after my son was born I had a mental break down. Got over it an the depression even off the meds and started bbs for 3 months but I had to stop due to that childs behavior an I was getting overwhelmed. I wont bbs full time ever again. Now that I have more time an nothing to do I feel like Im falling back into a depression. I have my kids all the time so I cant get a job. I am studying for my GED but thats hard with the 2 lil ones interupting all the time. I have nothing to do an it kinda makes me feel worthless. Any ideas on busy work besides keeping the house clean?