about and hour ago i was just having an argument with my husband
about how he had been treated me and that i am not happy and how i feel
more like a maid than a wife. i cook, clean, go to school full time take
care of two kids adding him make it 3 kids and i am a very clean person
so that make it even harder on me because everything has to be very
immaculate or else i will go crazy. but i am just not happy. i don't
feel love, appreciate, i have been cheated on he does not consider it
cheating but i do he was opening account online and posting as a single
men looking for a serious relationship i never have any proof if
anything ever happening physically but to me that's cheating. and i just
had enough and i send him a text earlier and i told him i want to leave
i want a divorce it's been 9 years and i don't see me taking anymore.My
husband will not ask me out,nothing to him if we are out together and
stop by a place and get something to eat that's a date to him and to me
it's not. i cannot even remember the last time we went out to watch a
movie, he has friend to go out with but not me and i have no friends so i
get to watch him go out to his friends while i stay home with the kids.
Financially we are in deep shit but i don't know. i just hope i do what
is right. i don't want to stay for the kids and be that depressed and
have them watch me going on like that.
please advice me i am loosssing my fucking mind.