so just a year ago e and my daughters father broke up and he has since moved on but im still having alot of trouble with it. i put that fake smile on everyday and when im around him im fine but sometimes when im alone i just think about all the times that were good, all the times when he did actually care and i cant help but feel so lonely and feeling like i just wish it would work out. well i was nice and let him and his new gf stay with me for a couple weeks cuz he got kicked out (ik stupid stupid move on my part) well anyways i let him get back under my skin i let myself believe that he still cared because there hve been moments where he acts like he cares still but then theres those really bad moments where we fight and i hate this feeling. im so conflicted because hes moving back into his mothers and it feels like hes leaving me all over again even though we arent even back together. idk maybe its just me maybe i just hang on to things too much but i cant bear this pain again it hurts too much.