I'm tired of early morning feedings. I'm tired of feeding thorughout the day. I'm tired of being the only one who takes care of the child.
I cried at 5:30am because I was so stressed and tired. I even tried to wakt the dad up but he wouldn't get up. Today was supposed to be my boyfriends day off but no he's gotta go to work until at least 5:00pm. I don't like being the only one who takes care of the baby. I need someone to talk to when I get stressed like that. I wish I had some support and someone to come help me out. I wish I would have waited to have a baby until I was ready.
On top of all this I am sick. I have been sick for about a week now. I really don't want my baby to get sick but if the sick one is the only one taking care of him he just might get sick.