I havent slept at all in a week because of my issues with the cost of Childcare. Being a single mom with my first child I never really know what to do until I get there, but I need to get rid of this anxiety. I love my daughters daycare but the reality is that without assisstance I cannot afford it. The worst part about it is ever where I look seems to be just about as expensive as where she is going now. I feel like I will never get my head above water and I dont know how to fix this. Its like all my options lead me to the same horrible result, me and my daughter being homeless and eating out of dumpsters, the only other option I have is to pick up another full time shift and work 80 hours a week again which means I never see my daughter. I just keep spinning all the options around in my head which just causes panic and anxiety. I just need something thrown at me so I can go one direction with my thoughts on this and actually move forward.